Sincere appologies
are made
not to be made
for the mistakes
the day I closed
the doors
to my heart
was the day
you walked in
emptied vessels
of you and me
didn't make up
for the tragedies
it keeps coming back
to me
that we were never
suppose to be
and I blame myself
for things that
shouldn't happen
I could have gotten
what I deserved
as a blessing
to my disguise
while sleep is redundant
this day is full of
dissapointment and regrets
and sleep is the only
vacation I get

ashraf ishak
12th August 08'
11:28 a.m.