Always on my mind

We had our share
of reds and blues
and with whatever
that coincides
with the feelings
we had inside
the mind
never stops forgetting
but instead
only recreates
the situations
that we contemplate
out of nowhere
the mind wonders
and only glare
to the past
we had left behind
only to find
you were the one
that was always
on my mind

ashraf ishak
11/02/05
8:00 p.m.
Home

Mimpi?

Aku butuh dirimu
di sisiku
walaupun
tak pernah punya waktu

aku inginkan
keyakinan
di saat ia hilang
dan datang

Aku mengharapkan
semua yang indah
slalu ada

Aku pasti
semua yang terjadi
ada hikmahnya

Aku buntu
saat kau pergi dariku

Keliru....








Akankah ia

hanya mimpi?





ashraf ishak
5:15 a.m.
15 April 2008
Rumah

Aku seorang penulis

Aku
penchopet hati
pencuri jiwa

Aku
pemberi
hidu dan rasa

Aku
pemilik
dan sang pemberi

sendunya
rohku ini

Aku
yang dicaci

Aku
yang malu

Aku yang
dirimu mahu

Aku agresif
aku puitis

Aku

seorang penuilis

ashraf ishak
2hb April 08
5:39 a.m.
Rumah

You know I do

Misguided
under a train
like how I thought
of the rain
shattering clear
mercury
red like anger
I've never
had visions of you
this way

I hate you
I fucking hate you

But I love you
at the same time

You know I do

ashraf ishak
3:40 AM

10TH April 08'
Subang Jaya

Black coffee

The need to blackmail
is the need to hate
just like
the need to exhale
is the need to elevate
minds operate
compensate
to penetrate
and to late
we still fear
the Gods of glory
statutory
rape
and let it drape
dried out
cause the cause of action
really is
a need to succeed
proceed
like the liable causes
of greed

life tastes like black coffee
humor me


ashraf ishak
8:02 AM
8th April 08'
Damansara