We had our share
of reds and blues
and with whatever
that coincides
with the feelings
we had inside
the mind
never stops forgetting
but instead
only recreates
the situations
that we contemplate
out of nowhere
the mind wonders
and only glare
to the past
we had left behind
only to find
you were the one
that was always
on my mind
ashraf ishak
11/02/05
8:00 p.m.
Home
Mimpi?
Aku butuh dirimu
di sisiku
walaupun
tak pernah punya waktu
aku inginkan
keyakinan
di saat ia hilang
dan datang
Aku mengharapkan
semua yang indah
slalu ada
Aku pasti
semua yang terjadi
ada hikmahnya
Aku buntu
saat kau pergi dariku
Keliru....
Akankah ia
hanya mimpi?
ashraf ishak
5:15 a.m.
15 April 2008
Rumah
di sisiku
walaupun
tak pernah punya waktu
aku inginkan
keyakinan
di saat ia hilang
dan datang
Aku mengharapkan
semua yang indah
slalu ada
Aku pasti
semua yang terjadi
ada hikmahnya
Aku buntu
saat kau pergi dariku
Keliru....
Akankah ia
hanya mimpi?
ashraf ishak
5:15 a.m.
15 April 2008
Rumah
Aku seorang penulis
Aku
penchopet hati
pencuri jiwa
Aku
pemberi
hidu dan rasa
Aku
pemilik
dan sang pemberi
sendunya
rohku ini
Aku
yang dicaci
Aku
yang malu
Aku yang
dirimu mahu
Aku agresif
aku puitis
Aku
seorang penuilis
ashraf ishak
2hb April 08
5:39 a.m.
Rumah
penchopet hati
pencuri jiwa
Aku
pemberi
hidu dan rasa
Aku
pemilik
dan sang pemberi
sendunya
rohku ini
Aku
yang dicaci
Aku
yang malu
Aku yang
dirimu mahu
Aku agresif
aku puitis
Aku
seorang penuilis
ashraf ishak
2hb April 08
5:39 a.m.
Rumah
You know I do
Misguided
under a train
like how I thought
of the rain
shattering clear
mercury
red like anger
I've never
had visions of you
this way
I hate you
I fucking hate you
But I love you
at the same time
You know I do
ashraf ishak
3:40 AM
10TH April 08'
Subang Jaya
under a train
like how I thought
of the rain
shattering clear
mercury
red like anger
I've never
had visions of you
this way
I hate you
I fucking hate you
But I love you
at the same time
You know I do
ashraf ishak
3:40 AM
10TH April 08'
Subang Jaya
Black coffee
The need to blackmail
is the need to hate
just like
the need to exhale
is the need to elevate
minds operate
compensate
to penetrate
and to late
we still fear
the Gods of glory
statutory
rape
and let it drape
dried out
cause the cause of action
really is
a need to succeed
proceed
like the liable causes
of greed
life tastes like black coffee
humor me
ashraf ishak
8:02 AM
8th April 08'
Damansara
is the need to hate
just like
the need to exhale
is the need to elevate
minds operate
compensate
to penetrate
and to late
we still fear
the Gods of glory
statutory
rape
and let it drape
dried out
cause the cause of action
really is
a need to succeed
proceed
like the liable causes
of greed
life tastes like black coffee
humor me
ashraf ishak
8:02 AM
8th April 08'
Damansara